If u really think about it I've done nothing but cast a dark cloud over your head in this relationship since the beginning and u can't allow it to go ne further

Push and pull

Pushing your swells.

Rolling in, waves crash on my shore.

Distructive to my fragile foundation.

Getting your waters deep under my skin but I welcome you.

Moving and shifting sands is what you do.

Washing debris onto my once perfect seascape at least in my eyes.

Tide is high so i drown for a second till your waters receede.

Taking back all that was once there.

Restoring my sands till smooth again.

Pulling the mess you just made back into you waters.

I am whole again.

MY MIND IS NOT MADE UP. I WILL NOT CONTINUE TO BE A NEGATIVE THINKER. I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN ALL THAT I DO AND NEVER GIVE UP OR FAIL. I WILL BE A WOMAN OF GOD AND LIVE ACCORDING TO HIS WORD AND RAISE MY CHILDREN WITH THE FEAR OF HIM AND NOT ME FOR WHOM SHALL I FEAR BUT GOD. I WILL LOVE LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY ON EARTH. I WILL LAUGH LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY ON EARTH AND SMILE LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY. POSSITIVE THOUGHTS ALL DAY SO NO ROOM FOR NEGATIVE CAN CREEP IN. YES I AM A POSSITIVE THINKER!!!!!!

IT HURTS SO BAD TO KNOW THAT YOU DONT FEEL FOR ME THE WAY YOU USED TO. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY SOUL MATE AND WE WOULD LIVE FOREVER AND EVER HAPPY. YOU WERE SO RIGHT FOR ME AND STILL ARE AND LIKE A STAR IN YOUR SKY I FELL FAR FROM YOU AND DONT KNOW HOW TO BECOME APART OF YOUR CONSTILATION AGAIN. PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO FIND MY PLACE AGAIN OR WOULD YOU RATHER ME CONTINUE TO FALL TILL I CRASH.