If u really think about it I've done nothing but cast a dark cloud over your head in this relationship since the beginning and u can't allow it to go ne further

Push and pull

Pushing your swells.

Rolling in, waves crash on my shore.

Distructive to my fragile foundation.

Getting your waters deep under my skin but I welcome you.

Moving and shifting sands is what you do.

Washing debris onto my once perfect seascape at least in my eyes.

Tide is high so i drown for a second till your waters receede.

Taking back all that was once there.

Restoring my sands till smooth again.

Pulling the mess you just made back into you waters.

I am whole again.

MY MIND IS NOT MADE UP. I WILL NOT CONTINUE TO BE A NEGATIVE THINKER. I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL IN ALL THAT I DO AND NEVER GIVE UP OR FAIL. I WILL BE A WOMAN OF GOD AND LIVE ACCORDING TO HIS WORD AND RAISE MY CHILDREN WITH THE FEAR OF HIM AND NOT ME FOR WHOM SHALL I FEAR BUT GOD. I WILL LOVE LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY ON EARTH. I WILL LAUGH LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY ON EARTH AND SMILE LIKE ITS MY LAST DAY. POSSITIVE THOUGHTS ALL DAY SO NO ROOM FOR NEGATIVE CAN CREEP IN. YES I AM A POSSITIVE THINKER!!!!!!

IT HURTS SO BAD TO KNOW THAT YOU DONT FEEL FOR ME THE WAY YOU USED TO. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY SOUL MATE AND WE WOULD LIVE FOREVER AND EVER HAPPY. YOU WERE SO RIGHT FOR ME AND STILL ARE AND LIKE A STAR IN YOUR SKY I FELL FAR FROM YOU AND DONT KNOW HOW TO BECOME APART OF YOUR CONSTILATION AGAIN. PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO FIND MY PLACE AGAIN OR WOULD YOU RATHER ME CONTINUE TO FALL TILL I CRASH.

Good Day.

I know that today is going to be a good day. I am going to finish everything that I set out to accomplish today. I am going to be kind to everyone that I meet and help out where I can. I am going to call all of my loved ones and let them know that I am thinking of them and tell them that I love them. I am going to ask the Lord to order my steps before I leave my house so I know that I will be safe. Nothing through him will fail. "Lord bless and protect me as I venture far from my doorstep. Protect me as I drive from destination to destination. Protect everyone in my path and let me be a blessing to those I meet. Let me be successful today according to your will......Amen

Positive thinking in the morning can change the outcome of your whole day. Wake up thankful that you were able to and start your day from there.

Train wreck

My children did something the other day that shocked me and rocked me to my core. My oldest son sat back and watched as his younger brother struggled to complete his math homework. I know that I am raising my children to be good people so tell me why did my older son not help his brother when he clearly saw that he needed help. Have we as a people gotten so used to turning our heads the other way when we see someone in trouble. Answer this question. How many times have you been driving and you saw a car on the side of the road with the hazards on. How many times have you stopped to offer help. Just last week I was that car on the side of the road. It was maybe 32 degrees outside and I had three of my children in the car. My car just quit on me and my cell phone was dead. No car charger. No charge to my car battery. No heat with a one, four and ten year old in the car. Can you believe we were stuck out there for FIVE hours and no one came to help me. I went so far as to making an S.O.S sign. We had no food, nothing to drink and it was to far and to cold to walk anywhere. My oldest son started crying and asked my why is this happening to us. I told him because people have fallen far from what we used to be. Eventually I decided to get out and walk with my children at night, in the cold. Someone did then pick us up and take us home. If it were not for that man I was going to give up all hope in humans. The funny thing about it is the same son that had to go through the ordeal with me watched his brother struggle just like we did that day. I spoke with my children that day and explained the importance of helping everyone who you see needing help. Everyone can help in a small or a big way. Just help and maybe we can restore ourselves back to being human.

Fixer Upper

Pumping, something into nothing of value anymore.

Wanting something you can't afford.

Fixer her up her from head to floor.

Thinking, needing nothing more.

Fixer her up her til all new parts bought from store.

Extend her hair.

Inject her lips.

fixer her up her through to finger tips.

Shape her nose with smaller tip

Tuck her sides to slim her hips

Fix her up her through to her tits.

Moral of story hope it was not missed

The her before fixing no more exists.